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Blowing clouds out the window
Listening to songs on the stereo
If you didn't already, gonna let you know
You're what I need
Pounding a Monster up at three, yeah
I'm hearing everything I see, yeah
I need a little bit of weed, yeah
So I can hold back what I'm feeling, huh
I think I'm gonna be sick like yuck
I think I'm switching all goofy like hyuck
I didn't think I'd wanna do more than fuck
But you're what I want, yeah you're what I need
And now I'm crying in the backseat
And now I'm crying in the backseat
You probably think this shit is getting kinda old
You always fuckin' bounce and then the bed gets fuckin' cold
I think I'm maybe catching feelings but they're slippery to hold
And then I'm all alone, I'm just lying on my own
You probably think this shit is getting kinda old
You always fuckin' bounce and then the bed gets fuckin' cold
I think I'm maybe catching feelings but they're slippery to hold
And then I'm all alone, I'm just lying on my own
I think I'm gonna be sick like yuck
I think I'm switching all goofy like hyuck
I didn't think I'd wanna do more than fuck
But you're what I want, yeah you're what I need
And now I'm crying in the backseat
And now I'm crying in the backseat
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2. |
Clean Slate
02:31
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I'm starting fresh today
I'll bury bones in the backyard
I didn't know what to say, but I wasn't trying very hard
I think I'll be okay
Stuffed all my feelings in a jar
But I'll start fresh today, I think I'll clean the slate
I'm pouring wasabi and ginger down my gullet
You're looking in the mirror shaving the sides of your mullet
And I'm gonna kiss you on the mouth next time I see you
But I hope I don't complete you, you needn't know I need you
So you can start fresh tomorrow if you need to
I wanna start fresh today
Tired of reminders of my past
Try to get over it, but it keeps kicking my ass
That trauma really hits, and all my coping skills are trash
But I wanna start fresh today, pretend it's all okay
My self esteem is shoddy, and I'm anxious, full of nerves
But I'll summon reckless confidence from the depths of my reserves
If you run then you'll gain one, but moving forward you'll gain two
And I hope that saying's true, if it's not what will I do?
I'll just keep starting fresh as long as I need to
I'm gonna start fresh today
I'll bury bones in the backyard
I didn't know what to say, but I wasn't trying very hard
I think I'll be okay
Stuffed all my feelings in a jar
But I'll start fresh today, I think I'll clean the slate
I think I'll clean the slate
I think I'll clean the slate
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3. |
Couple Of The Year
02:36
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No I can't be your little angel
'Cause you and I both know that heaven isn't where I'm going
I'll be your slut, your little demon
The succubus that haunts you when you're sleeping
You've always been so good to me
You see me take a bite out of every guy I see
Why can't I feel your arms around me?
It's quiet in the pool, and still you've found me
I bet your lips taste candy sweet
I wanna see you shed the layers underneath
Oh baby, won't you let me sink my teeth into you?
I bet your lips taste candy sweet
I wanna see you shed the layers underneath
Oh baby, won't you let me sink my teeth into you?
Their adoration, it gets my motor running
And I feel my life force draining when I spend the night alone
The sweet sensation, it heals my soul
As I spiral far beyond my own control
And girl, you're my best friend, but don't you think that you can stop me
I bet that you'd look prettier than ever if you topped me
The stars align, your eyes meet mine, and suddenly it's clear
Together we'd be couple of the year
Assuming we don't kill each other here
I bet your lips taste candy sweet
I wanna see you shed the layers underneath
Oh baby, won't you let me sink my teeth into you?
I bet your lips taste candy sweet
I wanna see you shed the layers underneath
Oh baby, won't you let me sink my teeth into you?
Oh, you got me feeling needy on repeat (Oh oh, oh oh)
You know that I am hungry for release (Oh oh, oh-oh oh)
I wanna feel your dagger pierce my heart and set me free (Set me free, set me free)
Oh, you got me feeling needy on repeat (I bet your lips taste candy sweet) (Candy sweet)
You know that I am hungry for release (I wanna see you shed the layers underneath) (Shed the layers underneath)
I wanna feel your dagger pierce my heart and set me free (Oh baby, won't you let me sink my teeth into you?)
Sink my teeth into
Sink my teeth into you
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PEOPLE MACHINE
01:51
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The people machine is gonna overheat
The people machine, they're fleeing in the streets
The people machine is making people like me
The people machine is making people like me
The people machine is gonna overheat
The people machine, they're fleeing in the streets
The people machine is making people like me
The people machine is making people like
Oh shit, it's jammed
It's churning out a trans
"Hey sir, or ma'am?
Hey, what is in your pants?
I need to know, or I'll cast Imperio"
Too bad, I've gotta go because I'm putting on a show
Yeah I'm smashing in the door of your red RAV-4
And I'm making my escape, put the pedal to the floor
I know you really want to see my ween
But you'll never, ever get to see my peen
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5. |
Untangling (The Absence)
03:16
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I love you
You can do this
You can make it
There are people that can help you
You don't have to do this alone
I know you're tired
I love you
Once I ride this out
I'll make up for the lost time
The missed opportunities
I promise
And once I ride this out
I can tell you if I'm scared
I'll have the strength to be honest
The taste of ginger cleanses my palette
But then I'm left with the absence
It might be better that I'm not tangled up
But the cobwebs need dusting off
And I don't know where I'm going now
My purpose hasn't yet been found
The stars can point me like a compass
But with my senses dulled, I can't pick them out
Once I ride this out (I love you)
I'll make up for the lost time (You can do this)
The missed opportunities (I know you're tired)
I promise (There are people that can help you)
And once I ride this out (You don't have to do this alone)
You can hold me in your arms (I'm here for you, they're here for you)
I'll have the strength to be honest (I know you're tired, I love you)
I can feel it, a void is lingering in my core (You can do this, you can make it, tomorrow's just another day)
As stress releases, muscles aching (It'll be okay, it'll be okay)
I hope the prairie fills the land when cornfields die (Can you think about about all the things you're looking forward to tomorrow?)
Returning back to a healthier life (You can do this, I know you're tired, I love you)
And I don't know where I'm going now (You can do this)
My purpose hasn't yet been found (You don't have to do this alone)
The stars can point me like a compass (There are people that can help you)
But with my senses dulled, I can't pick them out (I love you, I know you're tired, I love you)
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6. |
Still Up?
03:53
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I think that I've forgotten what it's like to feel alive
And I don't know exactly how I'm supposed to heal
I've been stuck inside this house for such a long, long time
That it's hard to tell if time is even real
Just rest, go to sleep
What the hell are you still doing up, anyway?
Just rest, tomorrow is calling you
And what the hell are you still doing up, anyway?
It's okay if I destroy myself
It doesn't matter if no one else can see
But me
I haven't cut my hair and all the dye has faded out
And I'm up past two, just staring at a screen
Just rest, go to sleep
What the hell are you still doing up, anyway?
Just rest, tomorrow is calling you
And what the hell are you still doing up, anyway?
Just rest, go to sleep (But it happens every night, yeah it happens every night)
What the hell are you still doing up, anyway? (But it happens every night, maybe this time it'll be alright)
Just rest, tomorrow is calling you (But it happens every night, yeah it happens every night)
And what the hell are you still doing up, anyway? (But it happens every night, maybe this time it'll be alright)
Just rest, go to sleep (But it happens every night, yeah it happens every night)
What the hell are you still doing up, anyway? (But it happens every night, maybe this time it'll be alright)
Just rest, tomorrow is calling you (But it happens every night, yeah it happens every night)
And what the hell are you still doing up, anyway? (But it happens every night, maybe this time it'll be alright)
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